Forgotten the Value of Religion
===== Awakening the Archive - Tape #5, by Shundo David Haye =====
The oldest recordings of Suzuki Roshi made at Sokoji, the home of the San Francisco Zen Center at the time, come from a week-long sesshin that took place at the end of July 1965 - this is just a few weeks after recordings were started at the Los Altos group. According to David Chadwick, a disciple of Suzuki Roshi, and his biographer, who has worked tirelessly over the last few decades to preserve his teacher's legacy, Marian Derby (later Marian Mountain, who wrote The Zen Environment), in whose home the Los Altos sittings and talks were held, "got Suzuki to let her record his lectures with the idea of making a book. That's how taping his lectures got started. Up to that point that was thought to be a sort of sacrilege because they were for the moment and all." (from Cuke.com - http://www.cuke.com/dchad/writ/misc/080517-finding-zmbm-ms.html)
The last ten minutes of this talk have long been available in audio and transcript form; it is not clear why the rest of the lecture was not included. Suzuki Roshi spends much of the talk, as he had spent the two talks the day before, reflecting on religion and philosophy, as a response to issues that were coming up for the practitioners at Sokoji, and questions he was being asked. He encourages his listeners not to try to simply place their zen practice within the framework of Western thinking about philosophy or religion. As was noted in a Wind Bell magazine of the time:
"This year, Reverend Suzuki's lectures (given twice daily Monday through Friday) centered on the problems arising from confusing religion with science (in particular psychology), and with philosophy (especially ethics). Zen is not inimical to science, and it has its own philosophy, but it cannot be equated with either. Reverend Suzuki felt that a clarification of the difference was particularly important in view of the many questions recently raised with respect to LSD, and because of the common tendency in the West to think of religion in moralistic or ethical terms." (WB 65-05 p2)
He reveals the breadth of his own philosophical studies by referencing some lesser known thinkers (FSC Northrop and Wilhelm Windelband) as well as Heidegger and existentialism - which he claims not to know too much about (Suzuki Roshi graduated from Komazawa University, the traditional seminary educational establishment for Soto monks). These reflections were in service of reminding his students that starting from an intellectual standpoint will not help you practice, an important point to remind students who were embarking on a week of intensive sitting.
"Zazen practice is not the kind of practice you can compare with your everyday activity. This is quite different practice from your everyday activity. We say value -- no value in our practice. No material value or physical value or mental value. It is beyond our worldly value. And it is the source of all our activities, the source of all our culture." (@30:14)
Paraphrasing the koan about Zuigan (Mumonkan case 12), he talks about "the boss" - the inmost self and inmost nature - as he had the week before in Los Altos, and in the two talks he had given on the previous day:
"This kind of "I" is called inmost "I", or ultimate "I". This "I" is universal to everyone. You choose, you have that kind of "I". Everyone has this kind of "I". So this "I" cannot be the subject of study, or philosophy, or science, or psychology." (@4:50)
In our conventional frameworks, we cannot approach this inmost self, but it guides and orients our practice, and we can start to experience it during our zazen practice. This is what Suzuki Roshi is reminding his students, and us, to do.
In Soto School, most of Zen masters do not use koans, because we stress the self -- self-use of one sole existence. Our practice is -- our practice covers everything. When you do something, that practice covers everything. So in our religious experience - can you hear me? - in our religious experience there is no duality. Our religious experience is not in the thinking realm, or even in the contemplative. That is why we do not use koans, but koan is useful of course. But that is not the goal of religious experience; that will not help to have to have religious -- ultimate experience.
Yesterday I explained something about our inmost nature. This nature is not possible to study by science, or philosophy. This nature is beyond -- not beyond -- this nature is not possible -- cannot be object of study. We can point out -- we can point at it, but we cannot study what it is. For instance, when you choose one of the two ways, that 'you' is not possible to know what it is. You choose one of the two ways. "What shall I do?" you may say. That "I" is not possible to figure out what it is. But when you say "What shall I do?" there's "you" anyway. You can point out, there's "you" here, but no-one knows what it is. This kind of "I" is what we mean by "I": the inmost request. The inmost request wants to choose one of the two ways. But something exists which is choosing one of the two ways, which is thinking "Which is better?' He thinks 'Which is better?", but he cannot think -- he himself -- what it is.
This kind of "I" is called inmost "I", or ultimate "I". This "I" is universal to everyone. You choose, you have that kind of "I". Everyone has this kind of "I". So this "I" cannot be the subject of study, or philosophy, or science, or psychology.
We practice our way -- when we practice something it is of course dualistic. Our practice may be dualistic. But when you practice it with this idea, with aware of -- being aware of this "I", inmost "I", your practice is not any more dualistic. It looks like -- your practice looks like dualistic, but that is -- your practice is done by inmost request of your nature. That is not dualistic.
If you ignore true "I", which is choosing 'Which should we do?', then you will lost in duality - "What should I do? This way or that way?" Just duality -- you will suffer in duality. When you have strong inmost request, strong desire to do right thing, there's no alternative. The conclusion will be indubitably found out.
This kind of practice is our practice. When your meal is ready, someone who is responsible for the kitchen will bow to the zendo. This bow is for you who practice zazen here, including Buddha. And you do not answer the bow, but usually he bows in the kitchen so we don't know, we don't answer the bow, so we don't. But actually, the head of the kitchen will bow to you when the meal is ready. This bow is for us who practice this practice. The practice done by your inmost -- done by your Buddha nature, done by your ultimate exist -- request. And this kind of bow is bow which we do to the Buddha. Buddha is someone who is practicing this way. Not only Buddha, but also every existence is doing this kind of practice.
When I say inmost request, it looks like something emotional or activity, but it is not so. Religious culture in our sense is not just building or painting or rituals in the monastery. Our religious culture includes every culture: science and philosophy and everything include -- including everything, we call it religious culture - from out viewpoint. So what you do -- what you cook in the kitchen is religious activity. What you work -- when you work in the zendo, it is religious activity. Not just bow to Buddha, is not just our religious activity.
This kind of understanding of religion is quite different from your understanding of religion. When we say understanding of religion, it means philosophy of religion. In your philosophy of religion, if you compare Shobogenzo and your philosophy of religion, you will find out the difference between your understanding of religion and our understanding -- his understanding of religion. He does not allow his Shobogenzo to be a philosophy. It's -- Shobogenzo is not a philosophy. Shobogenzo is religious literature, or religious philosophy - not philosophy of religion. Direct interpretation -- interpretation of direct experience of -- direct religious experience is Shobogenzo.
By religion, before Buddhism is known to the West, you meant Christianity. So there's no wonder that their idea of religion is quite different from our idea of religion. Our idea of religion covers everything, every human culture. So it is impossible to study by scientific -- science -- scientific way, because science takes some viewpoint. But religion -- when you take some viewpoint it may be science, or natural science, or cultural science, or ethics, or philosophy, or logic, so that kind of study who fixes the standpoint of study cannot study what is religion, because it covers everything. So after Windelband (note 1) or Northrop (note 2), Heidegger or phenomenology take their place, and nowadays what is it? Existentialism? (laughs) When we were students we studied, Northrop or Windelband or Heidegger, we didn't know much about existentialism. But if I am right, existentialism or phenomenology do not divide our mental in three -- they do not take -- apply the three classifications of our mental activity. Because they think it is more appropriate to study our mental as one function, not emotion, or not logic, or not thinking, or not arts and ethics, good or bad.
But before Northrop, they classified our mental function in three ways: pursue for truth, pursue for the good, pursue for the beauty were the three functions. But actually those functions are not independent. When we do something, it is willpower, and it is -- it involves emotions. And it involves also good and bad ethics. So without -- if one of them lack, is lack, you cannot do anything. So it is better to study it as mental activity itself, without classifying in three ways. This is nearer to Buddhism -- this way is nearer to Buddhism -- phenomenology or existentialism is close to Buddhism. But (laughs) not exactly so.
So if you -- if you can compare -- I don't know, I myself I don't know existentialism so I cannot compare, but there must be some difference. We have no existentialism, but in our Buddhist philosophy we this kind of interpretation of our mental functioning. We Buddhists suffered a lot (laughs) about our mind, so Buddhism is study of our mind (laughs). Our mind is very troublesome existence, (laughs) we don't know what to do with it. So at last we find out that it is impossible to study our mind (laughs). Something impossible to study is our mind, but you cannot deny the existence of mind.
Now, what I want to say is, what is our practice? What is our practice? What is our pure practice? As I said just now, all our practices will be dualistic. When it is dualistic it looks like some formality, or rule, or rules, or rigid rules, but it is not so for a man who realises true self. Because it is impossible to figure out what it is, we ignore true self. It is not interesting -- or you cannot have any interest in studying true self because it is empty. It is empty but it is there! So no-one will be -- will not -- will interest in it. But if you ignore this boss, you will have great suffer -- you will suffer a lot.
So some Zen master always call up the boss, and he used to say, "Ohayo Gozaimasu, boss" (laughs) "good morning, boss," "good evening, boss," "how are you, boss?" (laughs). The neighbors wondered, "he may be crazy (laughs) - he's always around, but he calls up someone and says 'good morning' and 'good night' - he has no boss, he must be crazy." But he was always calling up the big boss who's doing -- who's always doing something. Even though he is sleeping, he is doing something. That boss is very important for him. But, at the same time, he is so tired, that he do not speak anything. So he may forget all about the existence of the boss (laughs), so he calls up the boss: "How are you today, my boss?" "I'm going to take a dinner. How are you today?" It may be alright, if you forget all about the boss, you will eat too much (laughs). When you know you are under the control of the big boss, you will not eat too much. You will not something wrong -- you will not do something wrong. Whatever you do is right.
But the difference between ordinary boss and this boss is, he does not say anything. He just watches what you are doing. He is always encouraging you, that's all. He will not give you any suggestions, but because you -- he is your boss, and you are his small boss, that you know intuitively what you should do. This is our practice. Ordinary boss is very mean in spirit, and he gives you -- he will give you many rigid instruction or rules. But he never gives you any instruction.
This kind of self is what we mean by self, and this kind of life is called religious life in our sense. So, the best way to repay the mercy of the great boss is to do something. There is no other way. And to be grateful to him is the only way. But this gratitude does not need -- is not just emotional feeling. I think -- we say, just sit on your cushion. It may be pretty difficult to find out the meaning of "to sit on the cushion -- just sit on your cushion" -- maybe pretty difficult if you do not know how important it is. But the more you study your life, the more have problem in your everyday life, you will find out how important it is to practice Zen.
Zazen practice is not the kind of practice you can compare with your everyday activity. This is quite different practice from your everyday activity. We say value -- no value in our practice. No material value or physical value or mental value. It is beyond our worldly value. And it is the source of all our activities, the source of all our culture.
(previously available transcripts starts here):
For a long time after Renaissance, you have forgotten the value of religion. You try to exchange religion for, you know, science and philosophy. You-- you are Christian [laughs], but actually what you have been doing is to replace [laughs] science to religion-- to exchange science. And you wanted to establish, you know, human culture, which is quite free from [laughs] authority of religion. You have quite good reason [laughs] in your effort to try to exchange -- or try to reform your culture before it is too dark [laughs]. Now it is too bright [laughs]. You went to the too extreme, I think [laughs].
But recently, even though you have excellent -- very advanced culture, but there is something -- there is something which you don't know what to do, and that is your mind [laughs]. You don't know what to do with this mind. You have various tools, but you have no mind to use it [laughs]. That is your problem, I think. And we, you know, we Japanese people studied what is our mind [laughs], but we have enough tools [laughs], so we become attached to your civilization too much and almost forgetting what we have studied [laughs]. That is our problem just now. So combination of the two will create something wonderful, I think.
If I say, “Treat everything in right way,” it looks -- it will -- it looks like very rigid and formal, but it is not so. This secret of Dogen Zenji will work.
Someone said Western people failed in creating their culture by ignoring true -- ignoring religion. And Oriental people made a great mistake in abusing religion. The Buddhism is -- was too handy, so they -- we abused religion too much. So now we don't know what is true religion. Oriental religion is mixed up [laughs], you know. In -- in India, in China, or in Korea, even in Japan, Buddhism is so handy that they use religion instead of medicine. They use religion instead of education, science, and every -- our culture is based on Buddhism. That is too much for us [laughs]. And you abused [laughs] Buddhism -- Oriental people abused Buddhism too much. When you abuse something, you know, the true original advantage will be lost. If you cut paper by razor, razor will-- will be blunt? What do you say?
Dull -- will not be sharp enough. So you should not use razor when you cut paper. That is why Dogen Zenji emphasized the purity of the Buddhism -- the religion. Religion should be pure and sharp always, so that it can serve its original purpose, its own purpose. Leave every -- activity for some other people. We religious people should devote ourselves to the pure genuine religion. And we should keep religion always sharp enough to cut various entanglement completely.
This is why Dogen worked so hard. And this is why I came here and why you are studying Buddhism in San Francisco, I think.